Friday, June 29, 2018

My first ever job

It's been a reaaaaally long time since my last post. A few days after that post, I got a job interview and was accepted immediately. It was not my plan to start working anytime soon since I enjoyed staying at home too much, but I had (still have) terrible skin that needs  critical care and nobody ain't gonna pay for that except me. So yea a job. I have nothing to say about my job except that I'm at the highest level of redha and I'm very accepting of every hardship given to me. I thought my internship experience was hell, but boy was I wrong. My current job is far more challenging than being an auditor, at least in terms of the energy, money and emotions that I have to invest in. But I think it's the right kinda hell for me. I know I complain a lot but it is not because I hate my job, but it is sort of a routine that I have to do in this journey so that I will stay sane. But I cannot say much, since I'm already planning to quit lol bye

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

It's 12 am and I'm already getting ready to go to bed. Life as an unemployed seems great so far, it's what I've always dreamed of every time I was in the middle of a bundle of assignments. Talking about being unemployed, I have finally completed my 150-credit-hour bachelor's degree. Despite hating the entire course, I hope that my sacrifice (of having to go through really tough subjects, their requirements, of having to see my cgpa flop and not having the will to increase it bcs I was not feeling it), I really hope it will all be worth it. I hope I will be rewarded with an abundance of job opportunities, like I was convinced I would get if I have a degree in this.

However, for the time being, I enjoy being at home. I love having all the time to myself, to recover from whatever I'm feeling, accompanied by good home made food.

Anyway, I made it. I survived degree and I think it deserves a post, but oh well I have so much time now, that procrastination does almost no harm to me now hehe until then.

Sunday, January 7, 2018

Last paper syndrome

I have 3 more papers but the last paper syndrome came early I guess? I could sit for hours on my table but now I just sleep. If I’m not sleeping I’m just gonna stare into nothingness until I sleep again.  I’m dying to have my motivation right now where is it ;_;