Last night he texted me that his brother just passed away. And that was when I realized I don't have any talent in comforting people. I don't know what to say, what to do or when to do something. I felt really bad for not being able to do anything. I want to be that someone people go to when they are sad. In fact I want to be the first person people think of when something happens to them. And to think that I've lost two of my bestfriends, is just awful. Not like I regret not being friends with them anymore, it's just that it makes me feel like I'm the worst friend anyone wants to count on to stay in contact.
I still feel awkward texting my own boyfriend now. I wanna make the move to comfort him but also not bother him. Gosh what is wrong with meeeee