It's almost 3 am and I'm so stressed out that I couldn't solve an accounting question I spent 2 hours on. This year it'll be the 4th year I'm learning accounting and I still have a lot of things that I'm not clear about. What worsens this situation is, shera and yana are so good at it which makes me feel like a dumb loser.
It's okay I'll do something about it later. Let's move on to another complaint lol.
Right now I'm staying at mahallah asiah, which during my cfs years I called it as "mahallah kek" because the colours of the buildings are pastels and they look so yummy. I dreamed of staying at this mahallah because of the beauty and God answered my prayer. Alhamdulillah. Everything is fine here. Super comfy. Except for it is so soooo far away from my kuliyyah. It takes me at least, (and by at least, I mean I have to kinda run a little bit and thus olimpic-sized pools of sweats) 16 minutes just to get to the class. But usually, with a normal, relax walking pace it could take half an hour. It depends. Maybe I'm just exaggerating. Maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm just exhausted. Or maybe I'm just jealous that other kids have cars and motorcycles
Nonetheless, I have to get used to this. It's been a month. I know I'll get used to it. 4 tahun je lagi lek a en?